Day 9, I think...

I am sick about this. I would give just about anything to NOT feel these stupid feelings. Fear, sadness, disappointment, anxiety, anger, humiliation, regret, shame, frustration, all the shitty feelings. God, this sucks. And the worst part is I don’t know what to do about it. Except drink. But I’m not. At least, not today.

RECOVERYMelanie LohanSeptember 16, 2019sobriety, alcohol, teenager, uncomfortable, clarity, clear head, survived, awful feelings, feelings, sleep, break, sober, Friday, keep going, Monday, rewarding, efficient, sloshed, wasted, sane Comment

Day 4

Today was a bit of a test. There were absolutely moments when I thought ‘Oh yeah, mama’s gonna need a drink after this!’. But I stayed strong and kept my wits about me so I could properly deal with the situation at hand. And you know what? I did it.

RECOVERYMelanie LohanSeptember 10, 2019sobriety, alcohol, pink cloud, Day 4, test, teenager, episode, embarrassing, uncomfortable, clarity, clear head, aching, survived Comment

the latest in mom life, celebrations, sorta sobriety, and lots of other stuff

the latest in mom life, celebrations,
sorta sobriety, and lots of other stuff